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After they left, I felt nothing but relieved. They didn't belong here, neither of them belonged here, but I still couldn't help thinking-

Maybe I'd do better, with him still here.



It was selfish and stupid, and I forgot all about it -

Until that damn dream. I should have known better than to let it get to me, especially after everyone else mentioned having a similar dream... Just another test. Just another problem to solve, and the people that -don't-.. Apparently don't make it.



I never really wanted him here in the first place, so how did I get so caught up in that?


[Private//Semi-hackable.]

I checked this morning. It really is the tattoo that everyone's been talking about-
Good thing it's covered. I just have to remember to keep it covered... Shouldn't be too hard, with where it is. Besides, it's not that big considering what everyone else seems to be going through.

Maybe I'll be lucky.

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I wonder if anyone's found a meaning behind the colors of everyone's tattoos.

It still worries me.